William James Utter (November 17, 1960 - December 18, 2009)

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William James Utter
  • November 17, 1960
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  • December 18, 2009

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Celebration of Life for William James Utter, 49, Ormond Beach who died Friday, December 18, 2009 will be 11:00 AM at Hospice of Volusia Care Center 3800 Woodbriar Trail Port Orange FL. Bill was born in New Brunswick, New Jersey and came to this area in 1980. He worked in landscaping and construction. He enjoyed fishing and going to the beach. He served our nation in the United States Navy.   He leaves to cherish his memory a son Patrick of Hollywood, FL, mother Anna of Ormond Beach, daughter Janna Utter of Ormond Beach, Fiancée Sally Mose of Holly Hill, brothers Patrick of Hollywood, FL, Anthony of Tequesta, FL, Bernie of Hollywood, FL, Michael of Ormond Beach, one grandson Luke and his two faithful dogs Max and Princess. He was preceded in death by his wife Evelyn in 2006 and father Robert in 1996. Memorial donations are requested to Hospice of Volusia 3800 Woodbriar Trail Port Orange FL 32119 or Halifax Humane Society P.O. Box 9035 Daytona Beach, FL 32120-9035. Celebratrion of Life will be 11:00 AM Tuesday, December 22 at Hospice Care Center 3800 Woodbriar Trail Port Orange FL.

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  1. Janna says:
    12 Aug 2011
    Oh I forgot to tell you I am going to name him Jayce Richard Lindsey. I thought it was a cute name & diffrent. Richard is stanley (the fathers) middle name & lindsey is his last name. Damn dad this shit crazy you wont even be able to meet your grandson. But ill tell him all about you. I miss you dad & I think about u a lot & cry myself to sleep it scares me u were gone so soon & unexpected & moms been sick & im scared somethibng mite happen & it scares me because then I wont have neither of you. Me & mom are getting along much better now were gettng close. But her & tony broke up he did her so wrong. You shoulda kicked his ass that time because he just keep hurtin my mama. But anyways miss you daddy & i love you always will & always have.

  2. Janna says:
    12 Aug 2011
    Hey dad it's me I just wanted to tell you that im havoing a BOY. I was going to tell you when I found out but I didnt have a computer by me. I miss you & think bout you all the time <3 luv u daddy

  3. Janna Utter says:
    01 May 2011
    oops i forgot goodnight daddy. I LOVE YOU. talk to u tomarrow.

    p.s can u tell god plez dont take no more people from me i cant take it. thxs dad.

  4. Janna Utter says:
    01 May 2011
    Hey daddy, its 12:29am & i cant sleep. I went to the movies today to see madeas big happy family :-) it was really good. Well i kno u already kno but I'm pregnant i will be 7 weeks on tuesday. & me & the babys father are not together but he will b apart of the childs life. I kno you are probly very disappointed in me & I kno i let you down & im sorry daddy. But i also kno you would be very proud after a while my due date is dec 13. I wish u cud b there :-( . when i first told grandma i was pregnant she said Oh my god janna & sounded very upset. I kno she's very disappointed & i really dont kno wat to say to her. it kinda makes me feel uncomftorable. i meen she's my grandma but also she was my second mother & i was mini grandma remember? I kinda wish we could go back in time & i nvr got into trouble. & could have a perfect relationship with grandma back & have u back here & everything go perfect. I dont talk to much of the family anymore & I hardly come around when it's holidays & stuff because i just rather be alone. its like wat is the point of me going just to watch erika and christopher all happy with unc. anthoney ryan and adam happy with uncle micheal leanna with uncle bernie sean shannon & lil pat wit uncle pat & me & pj just sit there and try to fake a smile pj can do that i cant. ill sit there tryna hold tears back wonderin why? why my daddy hardly came to any family functions? why my daddy was always judged? why my daddy had to die? I try to be happy daddy & i cant bcuz ur gone & mamas real sick.... im scared ima loose her next & me & her aint really close either it scares me...Daddy im just like you. people treat me the same way. because im not how they want me to be or am my own person. & we got our crazy moments lol. Daddy i really hope u heard me that day in the hospital wen i told u i love u & am sry & forgive u just forgive me. i tried to call ur cell phone the other day wen i was done getting my ultra sound & it wasnt u. sumtimes i think this is all a dream & itll go away & ill wake up. but it hasnt happened yet. daddy im tired of crying i really am im dying inside & nobody sees how much pain im in. Daddy i just wanna give up i cant do this. its been over a year and feels like u just died yesterday. when is the pain gunna stop. My child isnt going to meet you :-(. Daddy I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. im sorry i am sorry 2 you to the family to everyone im just a real angry person i dnt meen it but i dnt like to show sadness infront of ppl so i take it out in anger. like u used to do. remember daddy u told me. ever since u died its like me & the family faded away. half my heart is missing. & i cant stop crying. thats how i fall asleep at night cry myself to sleep. im sumwat doing wrong again but im tryna do right i just dont kno wat to do anymore dadddy!!!! I love you & will write you when i wake up i promise bcuz i got a lot more to say. I love you daddy!!!!

    p.s remember wen u always said everybody always told me ur sons gunna b just like u but nobody ever told u ur daughter was gunna b just like u too? lol u aint nvr lied. ILY DADDY

  5. Somebody posted an image:
    18 Feb 2011
    daddy & me
    daddy & me

  6. Somebody posted an image:
    18 Feb 2011
    Billy,Janna, & Jimmy
    Billy,Janna, & Jimmy

  7. Somebody posted an image:
    18 Feb 2011
    Daddy & Daddy's lil girl
    Daddy & Daddy's lil girl

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    18 Feb 2011
    Son PJ
    Son PJ

  9. Somebody posted an image:
    18 Feb 2011
    My daddy changing me
    My daddy changing me

  10. Sally Mose says:
    18 Nov 2010
    I know your bithday was the 17th, but I forgot to post. Today is a new day, the 18th and 11 months you have been in heaven. RIP my Love......miss you dearly!

  11. Sally Mose says:
    18 Nov 2010
    Happy 50th Birthday My Love! I miss you dearly! There is not a day that passes that I don't think of you and how wonderful our two years were together. I know you are up in heaven watching over us. Princess is up there with you too! RIP and God Bless!

  12. Cuz George says:
    17 Nov 2010
    Janna & Gina, thanks for reminding me of Billy's Birthday. Miss ya Cuz! Please continue to watch over us all until we gather again. Love, Cuz George

  13. Gina says:
    17 Nov 2010
    Happy 50th Birthday, Billy. Praying you are at peace. Watch over your Janna. She is working very hard at making her life work. She is beautiful, like you.
    New York State of Mind,
    Love you Cuz.
    Gina

  14. Janna Utter says:
    17 Nov 2010
    Good night dad i love you

  15. Janna Utter *Daddy's lil girl* says:
    17 Nov 2010
    Happy Birthday Daddy!!!!!! You would be 50 years old today. Uncle Michael came to grandmas today and Ryan & Adam decorated him a Gators cake :-) wish you coulda been there but you were prolly looking down watching... In case you been busy up there im going to update you I live with Grandma now well for a couple of months atleast (you kno how she can nag daddy lol) and Sean lives with Uncle Michael & Aunt Christine.I got my diploma!! i was so happy...also i am working & i really like my job.. I talked to my mom yesterday it was nice to hear from her.... well I keep checking on ms. louise for you shes doing real good she misses you a lot she has everything you bought her hanging on the wall :-). Daddy i miss you so much... I think about you all the time but i try not to talk much bout you being gone bcuz then i cry and remember we cant cry in front of people. you told me that :-) But I have been talking to Aunt Christine threw text bout you but she's always understood me you kno...well dad i hope u had a good birthday in heaven.... People prolly think im stupid for always writing you on here but i dont care wat they say i kno u read it :-) well i love you so much daddy & im trying my hardest to make you proud. i havent been writing much because i didnt have a computer but now i do well grandma does lol. i love you daddy and will write you tomarrow..xoxoxo (im still daddys lil girl) always & forever

  16. Sally Mose says:
    18 Jan 2010
    It has been one month and I can't believe you are gone! I am still having a very rough time. Max, Princess, Cletus and Chloe are lost too! I love you! RIP!

  17. Janna Utter says:
    28 Dec 2009
    DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH........I'M TRYING TO WALK AROUND LIKE EVERYTHINGS OKAY && IT'S NOT MAKIN IT BETTER. I HOPE YOUR DOING OKAY IN HEAVEN...I ALSO HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU DADDY I REALLY DO. :-(

  18. SALLY MOSE says:
    28 Dec 2009
    I am having a rough time! I miss you so much. Max, Princess and Cletus are lost without you! RIP! I LOVE YOU!!!!

  19. Gina Mielech says:
    21 Dec 2009
    Billy,
    I will always remember the good times we had when we were young. I wish things had been different when we were older and that there were more memories to cherish. The sorrow I feel is lightened when I think of your smile and laugh, the time we made a mess in my mom's kitchen, singing Billy Joel songs at the piano and just being silly. I pray you are at peace and that you know just how much everyone loved you and wanted the best for you.
    Love to you cuz,
    Gina

  20. Janna Utter says:
    21 Dec 2009
    HEY TALK A LOT :-) ( REMEMBER DADDY THATS WHAT YOU USED TO CALL ME WHEN REALLY YOU WERE THE ONE ALWAYS TALKING..HAHA WELL DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH ALREADY....I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I'M SORRY WE WERNT SPEAKING. I REALLY DO LOVE YOU I REALLY DO. WELL YOUR FUNERAL IS TOMORROW I AM GOING 2 SAY SOMETHING....I'M REAL NERVOUS.....WELL DADDY I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU SO MUCH....

    P.S
    DADDY PLEASE WATCH OVER PJ I DONT WANT 2 LOOSE HIM 2....

    I LOVE YOU DADDY & I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU......TELL MY UNCLE JIMMY & UNCLE RICKY & MY POPPOP & GRANDPa THAT I SAID HELLO & I MIS THEN XOXOXOX

    ♥Janna Banana♥

  21. Deborah Warren says:
    21 Dec 2009
    I am going to miss you so much my love. Rest in heaven .

  22. Sally Mose says:
    21 Dec 2009
    I love you and miss you!!!! See you in heaven!

  23. George & Cathy St.George says:
    19 Dec 2009
    Very sad to see you leave us so early Cuz. Will always remember the good times we shared growing up. And, the love and care you showed my Mom. I hope your new life and venture bring you Peace, Joy, and Serenty. You may be gone...but will live on in our hearts and mind. Till we meet again...Take Care. Love, Cousin George, Cathy, And Aunt Jean.

  24. Janna Utter says:
    19 Dec 2009
    I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! I AM GOING TO MISS YOU. REST IN PEACE XOXOXOXOXO

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