In loving memory of
Anthony Spiegel

• October 06, 1989
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• July 12, 2020

Thinking of you always but lately youve been heavy on my heart and I feel you around. I keep looking back on your smile and how wonderful you were. I started singing again and remember how you used to make me sing no matter who we were around. Always encouraging me in anything I came to you about. It still devastates me to know I’ll never get to see that smile one more time or hear your laugh. You were one of a kind kid. Love you always.

It is July, 2021 - 1 yr. ago you were taken from me. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that you are gone. I am so sorry I didn't come to Flordia to visit and have that drink we talk about. Lol . You were my first grandchild we had that special bond together. I did enjoy seeing you when you came up for Christmas. We always had our talks. We talk about everything from silly things to politics you were so smart. We even had secrets that nobody knew. I miss you and I teasing mom. I miss your funny pranks. We always had a good time. I was so proud to have you as my grandson and I still am. I miss and love you so much. You will always be with me. I could write about you all night so much more to say. In my heart forever. ❤ Please watch over Mom.

Anthony, I still dont know what to say or where to begin other then I can't even describe the pain I feel. I'am devastated over you being gone. It's so hard to wake up everyday and not get a phone call from you every morning when you were on your way to work and every night on your way home from work.
I miss your calls and talks so much! You brightened my day everyday with your calls. I miss seeing you during the week and every weekend so much, which I looked forward to every week. My heart and soul is so broken everyday without you! Every breath I take is so painful filled with so much sadness that it is so overwhelming along with the hurt and anger that I feel that you are not here with me. You were my life, my world from day one. We have been through so much together, and we had so many plans for the future that I dont know how to live my life without you in it. I am so lost living life without you. Time is not getting any eaiser and it will never get easier for me without you here. This was not the plan we talked about and this should never had happened. You were taken from me to soon. I was not ready or prepared to live life without you. I miss u so much! What I would do if i could see you, touch you, hug you, kiss you, see your smile, hear your voice, just to talk to you again, it would mean everything to me! You brought me so much joy and happiness in my life that I will always remember and never forget for one second! There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. You were such a blessing and the only bright light in my life! You were and will always be my world. You worked so hard on your goals, which you had accomplished. I am so very proud of all the accomplishments you have achieved and the person you became. I will see you again one day but until then I will cherish all the memories everyday that you had given to me throughout our time together. I will never stop missing you, remembering you and never stop loving you, every second of everyday for the rest of my life!

I miss you and love you so very much! I will always love you with all my heart always and forever!